The quest for a good tomato soup is over

Yes yes yes..
I have tried several times to make a decent tomato soup with no luck. Today I looked through an old cookbook my mum gave me when I got married ; and I guess I paid attention this time and found the recipe for creamy tomato soup. I tried it and it worked. Let's hope the hooligans and their father like it.
The book is ألف باء الطبخ لسيما عثمان و صدوف كمال
And the proof

I don't know

Really this is how I feel. I don't know. Last week I had a fight with my husband which led to me feeling extremely bad and immediately my BP went up the roof (does any one use that expression any more). I continued to have a high one even after the problem is resolved. I mean I was feeling some anxiety and depression even before all that, not to mention lack of rest and relaxation. I would love to try and get it under control without melds if possible; but can I with so little control over my life....